Don't let it get to you, SABF.

Don't dwell on the unimportant things, don't let those things prey on your mind or weigh you down. Don't let anyone say or do anything to bring you down. Don't let them ruin your day or conquer your thoughts. Sometimes you need to be reminded not to let him get to you. Don't let him convince, persuade, dissuade or discourage you. Release them, release him, rid your mind.

"Don't let it bring you down
It's only castles burning,
Find someone who's turning
And you will come around."
- Neil Young

"Girl I know that things are hard now
And you're feeling that you're all alone
Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby
Girl I know you're fed up but things gonna get a lot better
Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby
Don't wanna see you give up, whatever you do, don't let up."
- Akon

You know I wrote this for you.
- Your SABF<3

Sonnets are hard to write,

hard to read, sometimes even hard to understand. But if you can understand this one you'd probably like it too.

Sonnet XIV by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

If thou must love me, let it be for nought
Except for love's sake only. Do not say
'I love her for her smile her look—her way
Of speaking gently, for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day'
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may
Be changed, or change for thee, and love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so. Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,
A creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby!
But love me for love's sake, that evermore
Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.

People say...

that the best things in life are free.
But are they really?

Even love comes with a price to pay,
Cause when you're in love there's bound to be pain.

With all the good in life there's still sorrow and
With all the today's you've had you're not always promised a tomorrow.

Happiness doesn't have a price tag you say,
But when you've got no money, you're struggling, livin' on the streets
How happy can you truly be?

I'm not tryin' to throw a negative vibe
It's honestly just something running through my mind.

Maybe it's 'cause I'm a broke a** teenager. lol. Not quite sure.

Any thoughts?

You don't even know

how much I wish I could take credit for this. Written by Robert J. Walsh, a friend of a friend's.

Never say I love you if you really don't care...
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there...
Never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart...
Never say you are going to if you don't plan to start...
Never look into my eye's if all you do is lie...
Never say hi if you really mean goodbye...
If you really mean forever then say you will try...
Never say forever cause forever makes me cry...

Get low...

with Jungle Boogie. There dance on ABDC5 this week to "How Low" by Ludacris was soooo B.A.

Watch it here! (:

"ABDC 5" -- Jungle Boogie, Week 4 - Click here for more blooper videos

So good. New fave!!

Be happy for me.

I got into all three of the colleges I applied to. (:

The University of Hawai'i at Manoa, Hawai'i Pacific University & Menlo College of Business in Silcon Valley, CA.

I'll most likely be going to UH Manoa. We'll see though. I'm soooooo excited! (:

Testing 1,2,3.

I suck at taking tests. I'm about to fail my Economics test.
Well maybe. Maybe not.
I'm super pro in that class, and I mean super pro. Ask me a question. Any question. I'll probably get it right. Yeah, I know conceited. Whatevers. I work hard in that class and I'm smart when I'm interested, which I am. You could ask anyone in that class. I'm totally that annoying kid who knows everything, answers every question and wins a lot of the games we play.
I just suck at taking tests. I have horrible memorization skills and get nervous and everything that I do manage to remember goes right out of my brain. Blahdy, blahdy, blahhh!
Wish me luck or give me all knowing super powers. Either will do.

Collaboration.

The stars shine like teary eyes, a sight that might catch escaping moments, calling memories which send me into whirling torrents, swift and uncontrollable feelings leaving me weary. Vivid images quiet my thoughts, tying livid knots. Withholding scenes of my never ending dreams.

I'm not really sure if it's done but here it is anyways. I'll repost if it changes. This was a collaborative effort between me and my boyfriend through text message. Lame? I guess you could say so. He was bored, most likely. Anyways, go ahead and guess which color's mine?

It's all Hype. *Updated

My best friend is on Kaua'i and my boyfriend is in Kihei. Now where am I you ask? In Waihe'e. Home of the Wai Sai boyz, pigs, rain, hidden weed plants, and probably purple monkeys too. I hate being stuck up here!! So today has been filled with nothingness like tv watching and iPod playing. I've pretty much mastered Fireflies - Owl City on Tap Tap Revenge 2 and I've watched the reruns of ABDC5 about twice now.

Hype 5-O: My fave team for ABDC5

Oooh, ABDC5 is pretty prime.

Mario Sanchez. Has anyone listened to him emcee that show? Well you should. I've been wondering whether or not he prepares all his little lines before the show. He'll be all "We'll find out later if Heavy Impact can smash there way through Nationals." I don't think anyone can think of some many connected things to say in such a short amount of time. It must be rehearsed. When I'm bored my brain wonders about random things.

Also when I'm bored I go and read blogs. Random blogs. Anywhere I find them. About anything. As long as they catch my attention. Which is how I find most of the blogs I'm subscribed to like Allie's blog "Hyperbole and a Half." Which is totally worth checking out. It's one of the best on the net. So anyways, today I found this blog, "She" and on that blog I found this picture.Okay, so the picture quality sucked, here's a link instead. The picture made me think of Britt. So Britt, you better look at it! (: I was looking at the picture and noticed on the bottom left corner a website. Surviving the World. Daily Lessons in Science, Literature, Love and Life. So check it out.

Lastly, thanks to the writer of "She" I found this song. I'm a big fan of it as of like 23 minutes ago. I've listened to it about 123893 trillion times. Okay, over exaggeration MUCH but I listened to it about as many times as possible in 23 minutes.



I feel I put way to put information in this one post. Oh well to late now. Thanks for readin' till the end. Hope it was worth it.

formspring.me

Ask me whateva you like.
http://formspring.me/kaulani

Do it, do it, do it. (:

Ooooh, today is a rainy day. I kind of want to go play in it.
Kind of. I'm not really a rain person. We'll see. (:

Success ain't nothin' but a word.

You're sittin' there poutin' about how you've got
Nothin in your pockets but sand
Complain' about playing by the rules of "The Man"
Well hunny winners make the rules
And losers just have to live by them.

It's up to you which one you'll be
But I know where I'm fighting to be
I'm ready to be up at the top
One day I'll be successful you'll see
And when that day comes
You'll be begging to be me.

A Million Lies.

I could cough up a million and one lies
Before I tell you how I really feel
How you are the light of my life
And the sun in my sky.

I watch the words that spill from my lips
And make sure my secrets never escape
Little secrets of my love for you
Within each word I say
And even more in the ones I don't.

So baby forget all the games I play
I want to be with you forever
And although it may seem unrealistic
Forever means forever.

Ahhhhhh, I'm not a big V-day chic but, Happy (almost) Valentines Sweeets. (:

Word Vomit.

So I'm gonna try and force myself to write something. We'll see how it comes out.

Okay so attempt one failed. It was about clouds and sunshine. It so was lame I just deleted it.

Attempt 2, still about clouds and sunshine. It was a little more successful, but still not great.

Sometimes you're the sun
Shining light on my day
Sometimes you're the clouds
That rain on my parade.
And this is where I got stuck. So moving on.

Attempt 3 has nothing to do with clouds or sunshine. Maybe that was my problem. I'm not a very sunshiny person. It's better then the other two.

Only silence is present
Making even breathing sound to loud
There's so many things I'd like to say
So many things that need to be said
But those things just won't come out.

I don't like the quiet
I try and fill the void
With my wordless thoughts
And thoughtless words
Words so sharp they hurt.

Don't take me seriously
No one who knows me would
Everything that's important is stuck
Stuck up in my head
Not flowing from my mouth like it should.

The words would never come out correct
And once there out that's it
I can't wish them back
Or erase them from your head
Once there out the truth has been said.

It's not always even the truth
Word Vomit is one of my worse qualities
I'm saying things I don't mean
And even if I do, don't believe me
I wouldn't believe me too.

'Cause lying is another quality of mine
One that I despise
It's gotten me no where good in life
I'd take it all back if I could
But once it's out it's out for good.

Which is why I'm a person of very few words
Although I speak so very often
Fair warning I'm giving you now
Don't listen to what I say
It's all just Word Vomit.

So I guess when I don't give up after two bad tries I may just end up writing something semi-good. It doesn't flow real well yet, but I'll fix. For now, comments appreciated.

I wish...

I wrote this. I l.o.v.e it!! So give it up to Safiaaaaa at Thinkers Reverie.

There are conversations in my mind
Things I wanted to say but never said
There are moments in my life
Things I could share but I keep in my head
Where it’s safe
I don’t know who I’m hiding from
Perhaps the world
Its billions of people scrutinising
Pointing fingers, making judgments
Taking stock
Perhaps you
Your uncanny ability to make me hurt
With one word, or no words
Your opinion matters
Or maybe I’m just hiding from myself
A girl inside a world inside her head
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
Hiding from her truth and the things she never said
Because let’s face it
Behind optimistic smiles
There’s a dead heart and regret
Behind laughing eyes
There’s a different story waiting to be told
Hidden in the multitude of holes
That make up who I am.

We Digress

"We Digress" is the class blog for Mrs. Haina's creative writing class. 4 Even baby! (: We just started it but there is some pretty good shiz on there already.

Ch-ch-check it out! (: And then bookmark that shiz, it's updated often. (:

http://blogs.ksbe.edu/kyhaina/

B*tches be buzzin'.

Drama is for bitches.
It sucks. You suck.
My life is my business.
Stay out!

"You can't tell me who I am cuz I'm working on that too. What's right for me just ain't right for you. Unless you're ready for your own judgment, don't do nothing before you judge yourself. You see me around and everything that I do...guess what dog - I've seen you too. But I don't judge how you live your life cuz I know we're all trying to get by. You see me around and everything that I do. Guess what dog? Jah seen you, too." - SOJA

This sh*ts for you. Read it. Remember it. Now build a fucking bridge and get over yourself because I don't care enough about you for anything you say to take an effect on me. Scratch that, I don't care about you at all.

This drama sh*t ain't worth my time.